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MRS. DOUBTFIRE, Robin Williams, 1993, TM & Copyright (c) 20th Century Fox Film Corp. All rights rese

今日看到的消息,也震撼了七八十年代以來影迷們的心,羅賓威廉斯(Robin Williams)被證實在家中窒息。從他最早期的出道作品《大力水手》Popeye,之後參與演出的作品多達數十部。其中包括我記憶深刻的一下代表作

《早安越南》Good Morning, Vietnam
《春風化雨》Dead Poets Society
《奇幻城市》The Fisher King
《窈窕奶爸》Mrs Doubtfire
《假鳳虛凰》The Birdcage
《心靈捕手》Good Will Hunting
《妙手情真》Patch Adams


DEAD POETS SOCIETY, Robin Williams, 1989. © Buena Vista Pictures/ Courtesy: Everett Collection
往往戲中角色與現實生活成了對比,早在八零年代初曾經染上古柯鹼毒癮,不過他後來已戒掉。在2006年因為酗酒把自己置身於康復中心。也在Good Morning America節目當中發表了以下這一段話。

“It’s not caused by anything, it’s just there,” he said. “It waits. It lays in wait for the time when you think, ‘It’s fine now, I’m OK.’ Then, the next thing you know, it’s not OK. Then you realize, ‘Where am I? I didn’t realize I was in Cleveland.'”


深入的關察自己和自己的生活,有沒有那裡失衡了?有沒有心靈的負擔?有沒有那裡不滿足了?把它看清楚, 然後面對它、接受它、處理它、放下它。感恩生命賦予您的每一個奇蹟,突破舊我、創造新我!


Events During Holiday Season 佳節期間的活動

There will be 4 introductory talks about various topics such as Flower Essences, Therapeutic Grade Essential Oils, Birth Angels and ColourFool Life Programme. Helping you to understand more about the work that I offered to the Malaysian community as well as international community.


10 am – 12 pm
ColourFool Life Programme 色彩愚者生命課程
Schools and home education may have taught you certain things about life but definitely not the bigger picture about life. ColourFool has been a successful program in changing life and making life juicier in creating a desirable future.

2 pm – 4 pm
Birth Angels: 7 steps of Embodiment 生命天使之回歸自我的七大要訣
Birth Angels are the energies that you are born with and has been governing your life. It is a powerful and yet gentle approach to becoming who you truly are and realising your full potential.

10 am – 12 pm
Beyond Aromatherapy 超越芳香療癒
Therapeutic grade essential oils are unlike aromatic grade essenctial oils. It is being used internally and topically to produce psychological & physiological therapeutic outcome as an agent of healing and recovery. Come and learn about what they are and how to use them.

2 pm – 4 pm
Phytoenergetics (Flower essences) 植物能量精華 (花精/花藥)
Essences are energetic extract from universe. Establishing a clear understanding is important to the application of this potent natural remedies. Sharing with you the secrets of nature’s perfect vibrational patterns, allowing you to see the bigger picture of Creator’s strategy for life.

Reserve your seat please contact 有興趣者請接洽 0162202189.


Inner Comfort Technique Workshop- End of May

20130412_182846I recently researched into the different techniques that I have learned in the past and combining them with essential oils to create a simple and effective approach in administering Young Living Essential Oils, especially the blends.

Gary Young came up with a great protocol for the Feelings kit, however most would like to be helped than to meditate to sort things out for themselves.

Here I have suggested another approach, through years of working with emotions with my colour & art therapy approach (called ColourFool), I realised that dealing with emotions requires sorting out of emotions in the first place, then should one proceed to eliminate the one causing most of the issues. In the end one should always acknowledge each triggering points of emotions stored inside our cells.

I have been experimenting and teaching this approach to YL distributors for a year, working with self body scan through drawing, identifying the chakras, organs, and meridians affected and releasing them through gentle touch/massage on the meridian lines on hands and legs using YL blends.

It also empower a person to own the way they feel towards certain issues, making them present in their body to understand how the organs are affected.

Learn about:

1. Feelings Kit and other wonderful blends to release emotions.
2. Chakra, energy body and the key to unlock it with Exotic Oils Collection.
3. Major Organs and their correlating meridians for physical and emotional health.
4. Meridians and Archetype.
5. Advanced bodywork of zero pressure massage and breathing technique.

Date: 31/5 to 1/6/2014
Time: 10 am to 5 pm
venue: Setia Walk, Puchong.
Materials and Notes provided.
Please contact for registration.


Everyone is trying to find that something or trying to achieve something to get that something, to go somewhere and be somebody…..

BUT what is it that we are looking for? Have you ever stopped and thinked carefully what are you trying to fulfill in the process of seeking? Maybe you would say “Mine is different from yours!” or the vision of a house wife is different from the goal of a sportsman. And maybe a begger has a different life purpose from Donald Trump.

Well if we are trying that hard there must be a greater purpose to these “things” that we are seeking. Have you found what you are looking for or what you first thought you would find when you embarked on this journey? Are closer and closer to home; or are you far far away from that feeling of “home coming”? Make sure you are not using “seeking” as an excuse of not looking or not facing the “real stuff”. There is only a very thin line separating the two.

Yet if you are so far out there, detouring from the actual path; how do you come back, back to home, back to your authentic self? First have the awareness of where you are, get your bearing right. Recognise the fact that you are not home or anywhere near “home”. Then center yourself to let go of all realities that is not your truth. The more this process of realisation reveals the quicker you can come back to who you truly are. Then live a life of authenticity, be that being inside you, embrace new consciousness that supports this new YOU!

Remember if you are aiming for love, joy and peace; seeking is almost always an inward journey. If you are doing that already, congratulations! Otherwise you can always change your mind and make a U-turn…..







Are you up for the game of life?

I know a lot of people who refuses to change and like the comfort of their current situation. This article is probably not for them.

Life is more than just what you see, hear, feel or touch. Many got through life have the perception that there is nothing much about it other than work, family or relationship and money. I am not saying that these things are not important but on the contrary these are the closest reflection you can find about the greater picture of life. Even your own body has a lot of stories to tell if you just be still and listen. (background….. Beyonce, “Listen”.)

Life is probably the most misunderstood concept in the modern human world. Most of us have not even tasted the full experience of life. (I’m not talking about being a drama queen, “shiok sendiri” in your own daily soap opera!) Life has so much to offer if you get down to the most basic and start experiencing what it is offering you. Instead of ignoring the calling and get on with your own mind game of something that is not even authentically yours. And yet so many of us are playing this game but could not take it when “life” gave a big blow in the gut! (that’s why we have so many healing modalities and professional therapists around…..)

At the end of the day there is really not much different in terms of the things that you do everyday. It is about the state of being. You can continue on with your normal activity day in and day out but when you change the attitude towards life it changes the whole experience of living! Live a life don’t run away from it…..

Security and a sense of belonging…..

Human being has come to an age of complacency, with the help of technology we have created our own comfort zone. At times we may not even comfortable when we have visitor in the house or sharing a room with somebody. We felt so uneasy and the personal space seemed to be violated by the presence of another individual. We call this safe space our home and we felt so safe and secure within this space that we have created. That is why home burglary causes more trauma to the victim than robbery on the street. We belong in this place and in turn this place belongs to ME! Some would say “oh, that’s called attachment”. Yes it is a form of attachment but what causes the attachment? Most of us are not willing to be aware of the root cause yet conveniently label a certain behavior. You will only be called judgmental if you label others but if you battered yourself with the same kind of attitude you will never get anywhere in life.

So what is causing us to have this neediness, as all living being on this earth (except plant, not talking about the devas here) there is this part of us that “requires” safety and security. Like it or not this is one of the basic need of survival. The essential part of being in this world therefore it is preprogrammed as an autonomic part of our functionality. As a human being with highly intellectualised concepts this form of security and safety takes a different turn with the sense of belonging. Although animal are territorial, at times will protect their group and the area that they live in but they are willing to move and migrate to a safer place where it would ensure the survival of the tribe. This kind of nomadic lifestyle has been adopted by the early settlers and tribal community such the Native American, the Mongolian and various nomadic communities in Africa and Europe.

Nowadays we seems to be holding tighter and tighter to who we are and where we life. Our job, our career, our loved ones, our friends, our pets and most importantly the familiarity of the place, people or culture that we are in for however long period of time. The sense of comfortability and convenience had taken our civilisation to a whole new level of social dynamic. We have developed into a society that only wanted the good (which is fair) yet despise the bad. That is where the idea of “manifestation” were born and had taken a detour route. We have forgotten that there are values in everything; challenges that we are facing, traumatic experience of the past or simply the obstacle that we foresee in the future.

Being able to maintain clarity of past, present and future; and not attach to anyone of them, simply acknowledging what “it is” may be the key to you ultimate wellbeing. As this is the root to true sense of security and safety, an unconditional one. You will know what you have experienced, what you must do now and what is to be expected of the future. Uncertainty, unsettling and distress will dissolves into nothingness.

May peace be with all beings, and may the peace within all beings be rippled out to the entire existence!

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